First off, I would like to express my deepest and
greatest apology for not replying/posting for so long. It was like Finals
period and then I flew back and then I got the massive wave of missing someone,
and then I started working...everything in life just keeps coming at me wave
after wave. I guess that's how it gets, right? The older you get, the
more troubles you are balancing in between your two hands. And you know how
small my hands are. But here I am now, replying to you baby:) Hope you
don't mind it took me so long. Okay, enough with the blabberings and apologies.
Wait, what? What does PF mean? So if there was no
WI, then there would be PF and Soya? And he knows you well *smirk* but then at
the same time, what he said sounded a bit bitter too... how he knows he will
never get your heart because your heart belongs to someone else already (or
belonging less and less? is your heart slowly being freed?) Or am I just over
analyzing lol :p Oh well, girls over analyze anyway. And he got you that pricey
ass purse heehee but well he willingly did it, so don't feel guilty gurllll!
Go horny dream! You can go way further than that,
babe! Heehee oh well, just dream away dream away! Dream of the hot and
sexy PA and ff all over him! Don't worry about over ff-ing, just inject a
little reality in it sometime in between. Tell me if you need help lol I can be
the romance killer for you. You know who I am lol I am the one who successfully
stopped you from buying stuff, so I got the power*** heehee jks :p And what do
you think will happen when you see PA flesh and blood in real life next semester?
Gotta prepare for that girl! He would be smiling and with that quiff and then
that smile and the dreamy eyes and the muscles and shit (I know I know you are
smiling now, tell me I'm right) You gotta play it cool and all that lol
You be like this!
Or like this!
Or this lol sorry for the extreme gif-ing
And well, WI did message you in the end, so hope you felt better about
it. But you will find cooler and radder guys next semester, I assure you,
and then you will be like "hello hotties, byebye WI" See, you are
already beginning to swoon over other guys, so I have faith in you that you
will get over WI entirely, like ENTIRELY, soon! I know it might be hard, but
you'll be fine!
As for me, ahhhhhh, I apologize in advance for my up coming lovesick rant.
I miss vkg so much! Us skyping more now just makes
me miss him so much more because I actually see him and he is like so close and
so far at the same time. :( I really hope he will make it to the US in August
and then we could meet up. I am forgetting how he smell already.
But I am not forgetting his laugh and all the rest (you know what I'm
talking about) and the diy I told you about last time kinda works...? So I
guess this is the first step to ldr as you said? I really wish me and him could
work out despite the distance. Wish me luck and help me in the process! Like if
I ever divert or anything, remind me and push me back. And pray that he won't
change, pray that both of us won't change. And I am still slowly, like
really slowly getting used to his texting habits (terrible terrible habits lol)
but oh well, he made some efforts too, I can tell. And vkg and I still
couldn't define us even, like what are we? We both want to date each other so
bad, but then with the distance, we just didnt want to take the chance and end
up hating each other. Guess we just have to wait till when we are closer/when
we are in the same city in the future. Does this mean we don't have enough
faith, or do we have too much faith? Gosh, I am confused, and everything
is a mess, and I am happy and sad at the same time still. (well, it's not as bad as it sounds, at least I get to be the lucky one this time to be loved and to love)
(Isn't it so pretty! India during the festival of lights? I suppose lol I forgot exactly what festival it was.)
Fuck, after Thursday, he would travel around India
for 10 days, and this time, he really won't have much wifi nor 3G :( So there
will be seriously like minimal conversation for 10 days! I will miss him so
much I will keep bombing you and annoying you about it, so be prepared! Or
please distract me for the coming 10 days so that I wouldn't go crazy. Oh and heehe btw, my radar for like, indian people are liked in tip top shape these days, like I notice them everywhere and then I think of him lol am I going crazy? And last time in Wanchai, I swear I saw someone just like him, like in a black polo and khaki shorts and backpack and that thick hair and same build, except he is wearing flipflops and vkg never wears flipflops.
And okay, I don't want to talk about that douche MC
anymore, but he keeps getting people to talk to me. He got HHG yesterday, and
then today, CB messaged me, though he didn't talk about MC, and we just talked
for a bit and he said he had to go. But it's CB, like CB...We didn't talk at
all after he left for exchange past semester, and now, out of no where he is
messaging me and stuff. So I bet it's MC no doubt?
Anyhow, gosh I've been blabbering on for so long, and hope I do make
sense still. So tired at work today. I inputted 250 name cards into the
computer, my eyes were squinty as the most asian asian. Tchau for now! (gotta get into the worldcup mood with the portuguese)
